I think, probably, that when I see dead things, I prefer them to be mangled and grotesque. It just feels less sad that way.

Mike Mills, the director and artist, said this in the paper Sunday, "I grew up in not just a family but a town and a culture where sadness is something you’re taught to feel shame about. You end up chronically desiring what can be a very sentimental idea of love and connection. A lot of my work has been about trying to make a space for sadness.”

I feel that way.

He also said this in a poster I wish I could look at in a more real way, "Then I buried myself in Romantic sentiment and waited for you."

I feel that way.

I'm still looking for a job. Have you seen one lately? I think I do everyday, but I can't be sure I remember what they actually look like. You should let me look down your arm if we happen across one someday.

I appreciate direction.